much healthier that before

After I almost been overdoses by the drugs for my cureness, I decided not to drink that drugs anymore..

That drugs made me feel dizziness in the whole day..

It made me sicked..

So I stop those drugs..

n I feel a lot lot better now.. =)

Some Short Holi Holidays

Well my fren, holidays for me are over..

Even there’re still more few days through First January holi holidays..

But..

Here I am..

I am here, working..

Even tough I haven’t had my own job here..

Holidays that I spent in my hometown..

In my house..

Ough, I still miss my holidays..

I want more holidays..

Btw I did bring my hedgie back to my house..

At first , He was frigthened.. But after some more adjustments, he can settle with it..

But when I bring him back to my place, He was scared to death..

*Sigh*

Wondering why, I just clean his house.. But I thought, that he didn’t actually like it very much.. But overall I still must clean the mess yaa..

Two days ago, I just went to the Nerve Doctor.. After has been so long I planned, I just can go there two days ago.. The queue was so very very long.. And so Indon..Every Indon people just don’t like to wait..They just started to cheat to get first above all.. n I just get my 3 hours waiting just to see the doctor.. Ough I hate to go to the doctor.. n yeah, I also hate the drugs that so so much.. Ihik..

I  think the drugs is making me dizzy.. I don’t want to eat those but I must.. hikz.. But the dizziness is all over me a whole day.. Is it correct? Or I just have to see the doctor again? It feels like my head been flying anywhere.. I hate those drugs.. I wanna go home, back to my lovely house, wrinkle around the bed.. Miss my bed.. T.T

Miss my grandma, who is never been good all this time.. Maybe because of the weather.. I felt not good too.. I hope we’re all just fine nowadays.. Ema, miss U, hope U’ll get better n healthier.. N U’ll just live another years to years.. I knew that.. N just hope that my healthiness is very OK!

Time to work out this fat body.. Swim..Swim..

Hedgie’s Diary

Hari Pertama, Sabtu 15-12-2007 06.00PM

Bingung bgt neh… Br beli hedgehod ditaro d kardus..Trs gmn caranya pindahinnya k akuarium? Hikz.. si Heiji juga gemeteran trs bdnnya.. hikz.. Hedgie ayo donk jgn tkt sama gw..Gw kan mau sayang loe..Hikhik..Akhirnya bisa pindah juga..Akhirnyaaaaaa…Gw tegulingin pake tusuk konde..Maap Hedgie.. T.T” Abis uda ga ada cara laen neh buat pindahin kamu..Hedgie jgn mojok trs d ujung akuarium donk… Mpe susah neh liat wajah lucu kamu.. Menderita de dcuekin Hedgie..Tp ternyata Hedgie suka bgt mnm susu..Mknnya juga lmyn byk..Hedgie msh ketktan yaa? Oke.. Gw sabar kok nunggu loe ga tkt lg..Met bobo my hedgie..

Hari Kedua Minggu, 16-12-2007

Khawatir ninggalin Heiji sndran d kmr.. Bandel bgt ya kamu, ndut.. Tegulingin tmpt mnm, makanannya diinjek2.. Penasaran yaa? Km lg aerobik ato mau cari celah kabur si? kok berdiri2 terus? Mau kabur ya? T.T” Jangan donk.. Untung akuariumnya licin n tinggi.. ^^ Nah ayo de coba kabur sana..

Hari Ketiga, Senin 17-12-2007

Hedgie hr ini aku tglin km mpe mlm.. Kawatir bgt.. apa makananmu cukup? Km jgn smp ga mnm ya.. Km mnmnya suka sdkt bgt..Hikhikhik.. Kawatir…Kawatir..Mpe pgn plg trs..Tp ga bs plg cpt..T.T” Mst k TA dl..Mdh2an km baik2 ya d rmh km yg baru.. Pas br buka pintu, Hedgie uda siap sedia nyambut aku pulang.. uuuhh pinternya.. lucu bgt si km..Mkn sayang ama my Hedgie…Hedgie jgn galak2 donk.. Kan cuman mau suapin kamu.. Uda lupa bau tangan aku ya?? Hikhik.. Tp entar makan yaa yg ada d piring..

Hari Keempat, Selasa 18-12-2007

Hedgie kamu lucu bgt de.. Begitu aku pulang kantor, km uda mnt disuapin.. Aku bgn pagi begitu alarm bunyi, km juga bangun.. Mau nemenin yaa? So cute.. My Hedgie yg uda mau cium2 n jilat2 tanganku.. Pdhal dikirain mnt disuapin..ternyata mlh km mau jilat2 yaa?? Lucuuu bgt.. Jilat2 tgn aku, malah aku dikasih belai2 leher n pipi kamu..So sweet..Tp *Graukkk* jgn digigit jari telunjukku.. huaaaa.. T.T”  Nakal bgt.. Tp km skrg lbh friendly ya ama aku.. Pgn cpt2 peluk km Hedgie..^^

Hari Kelima, Rabu 19- 12-2007

Hedgie, km bakal aku ajak pulang k Bgr loh.. Km jgn stres ya nanti d mbl.. Mdh2an nyampe cpt n km msh bobo begitu smp rumah..Km pagi2 uda mnt jilat2 tangan aku..Kangen ya ga ada tmn kalo aku pegi? Hedgie, aku bakal sabar nunggu km percaya ama aku.. Krn gw baca, km itu makhluk yg memiliki kecerdasan.. Yg hrs dibangun kepercayaannya..Sehingga bs bonding together.. Siap n sabar bgt menanti.. ^^

Welcome Home My Hedgie

I found ur little cutie hedgehog..

Waiting for buyer to take u home..

I were hypnotized by U..

U.. Yes U..

With that cutie eyes..

Cutie smile..

Cutie torn..

I’ll take U home.. To my little nest..

So can be our nest, roommate..

We’ll make it together..

So even U miss Ur family that already sold..

U wouldn’t even feel so much lost..

Coz U have ME..

I’ll Take ur fragile body, my roommate..

Juz Come Home To Me, my cutie sweetie little one..

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Disana..

Disana tempat aku terbiasa berdiri..

Menikmati kebahagiaan dunia..

Menikmati..

Kalapun dunia sedang berduka..

Disana tempatku mengambil bagian..

dalam hidup..

Segala suka, duka..

Semua rasa..

Tiada terperikan..

turut mengambil bagian..

sepercik rasa dalam menggoreskan, mengukirkan..

kenangan.. kenangan..

yang kan kuabadikan selamaku hidup..

yang kan kujadikan hartaku yang paling berharga..

harta berupa kenangan dan waktu-waktu yang kan selalu kukenang

kupatrikan memori terindah, greatest moments, di kedalaman ingatan seorang manusia..

bila tiba dimana waktu-waktu kian menjahat

kan kukenang hartaku sambil tersenyum dan tanpa penyesalan yang tertangguhkan..

Notes : For The Ones Whom Being Left By The Loved Ones, Remember To Live Everyday as There’s No Tomorrow and Must Be Strong..Treasure each days we have and share.. For My Fren who is sick now.. I Pray for ur healthiness.. God can cure u and bring back ur smile unto ur face again.. Then we can spend our time together again.. I’ll never leave ur side.. I am here..Juz Trust in my fren, My God..